The good.....and the very bad.....RIP Jasper

The Good: Grand opening of Over the Top shop is Tomorrow. Everyone should come.


The Very Very Bad: One of my Rats, Jasper, died this morning. When i got up this morning, i looked in the cage, and Jasper was just lying there on the bottom of the cage, not moving.
I have no clue why he died, since he was so young, and he was healthy and running around yesterday. Maybe he had a heart attack, because he was extremely hyperactive.
What is really just killing me though, is that Jaspers buddy, Ringo, is looking for Jasper everywhere. In the cage and out.
I'm trying to control myself from crying uncontrollabley, but its proving to be hard to do. Very very hard to do.
Damn, why do i have to work today!?!?!?!
(pre-opening of Store)

RIP Jasper

training

Training for my new job today.
Then going with my sis for a few days.
Fun Fun!!!!
:-D

Chex

Hernans and mine little rattie boy needs to go to the vet.
He's been having raspy breathing lately.
And he'll probably need some medicine.
I've gotta talk to hernan about it.
I've found a low cost vet clinic here in napa, about 10 minutes from my house that'll see him.
They only charge a $25 fee for the vet to see him. And if he needs medicine, that'll be only about $40 or so. (hopefully less).
So yeah.
Thats all i'm up to.
Starting my new job at Over the Top Shop soon.
I do training tomorrow.
For everyone who was wondering about my new job:
I'm a cashier at this place called Over the Top Shop, over in American Canyon. Its a frozen yogurt place.
6 or 7 different flavors of frozen yogurt (that change week to week or so) And you can put about 50+ toppings on it! (50+ toppings to choose from).
Its a pretty sweet place. And since i'm in the first round of training, i'll be training other people as they come in, and i could possibly become a manager/supervisor.
So its really cool!
You all should come by when it opens!
I'll post on here and myspace/facebook when it has its grand opening.
so yeah.
Thats life so far.
My wrist hurts now (typing fast = carpultunel)

good day

its a good day today.
My mom decided to fiddle faddle all morning and so we were late to victorias birthday party. All because she didnt want to go to my sisters house.
But anywhos.
Its a nice day. Weather wise too.
So yeah.
I got a new baby rat yesterday!
He is fawn (very very very lite tan), and white.
His name is Chex.
I'll post pictures as soon as i can on myspace.
I cant post them on facebook cuz when ever i try to put pics on facebook, my whole computer freezes up, and i have to restart the whole thing.
So yeah.
Doing bday cake now.
maybe post again later!

Perty good day

I got Hernans Present today. But for the sake of him not finding out what it is, i wont say on here.
Cleaned the house this morning.
Went online.
Ate dinner.
I'm online again.
its cooling off, and its really nice. I hate the heat. It makes me really sleepy.
I have work tomorrow morning. ugh.
Luckily this is my last week working at Aberglen. YAY
Then i'll probably have a few days to a whole week off b4 i start my new job.
So yeah.
I need to get some white polo shirts for my new job. i think i'll need to borrow some money from my mom.
we'll see.

but i am le tired....

Yeah. I is tired right now.
But i cant sleep. I drank strong coffee around 7 pm. Shouldnt have dont that.
SO anyways.
I have been wanting to start a rattery (breeding rats), but couldnt because my mom wont let me. So i figured i'd just add another male rat to my group. So i posted an ad on craigslist in hopes of finding a baby boy rat.
And i got this email from a girl (same age as me) who has a rattery, and is looking for homes for a litter that one of her rats just had. So i reserved one of the male rats. (and 2 female rats for my sis) . As i talked to the girl, i told her that i wanted to start my own rattery, and she said that she would love for me to be a partner in her rattery. (i have all male rats, and she finds their temperments/personalities and colorations/markings very nice) So i am now a partner with a rattery!! :-D on my way to starting my own rattery!!!
But i wont start my own rattery until i get a place of my own. (or a place of hernans and mine)
So yeah.
OH!!!
I also got a new job!
I will now be working at Over the Top Shop in American Canyon.
Its a frozen yogurt shop. 6 different flavors of frozen yogurt at one time (it changes day to day), and over 50 different toppings that you can put on the top of the frozen yogurt.
Its pretty cool. (no pun intended) But they arent open yet. Thier grand opening is in about 2 weeks. Give or take.
So yeah.
This is my last week at Aberglen. Thank god! i work 3 days this week. So i'll get about a $60 paycheck from them as a last paycheck. Not good. But better than nothing.

So i'm going to bed now. my head hurts.
G'NIGHT!!!!!!

Today is good

I'm at Hernans house right now. Very happy about that. I feel like i'm at home. Seriously. No joke.
We're gonna go see a movie today with bryan....and i think hernans bro too.
So that'll be fun.
Hernan is taking a shower right now...............
ANYWAYS!!!!!!!
I've been craving danish pastries all morning. I almost stopped by Safeway on my way here to get some....but decided not to. Since i'm quitting my job, and i dont have another one yet. Hopefully my job status will change soon........very soon.

On a Sad note: Dark Bob the Goldfish died! :-(
I dont know why, cuz he was swimming around and everything normally last night wen i went to sleep. But this morning he was floating in the tank. I am sadened.
I havnt broke the news to hernan yet. (he named the fish).
I'll wait til he gets out of the shower....................
i seriously need to stop thinking of him in the shower..........
i dont think anyone wanted to know that.............................
I'm gonna go now.
Adios!

i miss him so much

Yeah, i'm missing Hernan SOOOOO much right now.
Even though i saw him earlier today. It wasnt for very long. We went to lunch, and then to the pet store. (he helped me name one of the goldfish i got).
I miss being in his arms so much. When he has his arms wrapped around me, i feel safe.
I dont feel like bad things will happen to me.
When i go to his house, i am so relaxed there.
I can actually sleep! When i'm here at my house, i am so stressed or anxious, or whatever it is that i am, to where it takes me at least 2 hours to fall asleep. Even if i am so mentally and physically exhausted that if i were at hernans house, i would fall asleep in seconds.
I feel bad wen i'm all sleepy at hernans house, Because i dont really spend as much time as i could with him really. But he'll always lay there with me, or i'll lay my head on his shoulders or his lap, and he'll move his fingers through my hair.
When i'm with hernan, i feel like nothing in this world can harm me. And i truly believe that nothing can wen i am with him.
And as long as him and i are together.
And we plan on spending our whole lives together.
God, i miss him so much!

i'm glad i'm quitting my job

My manager, Jerrie, is a total and complete bitch.
I gave her my 2 weeks notice, and she sent me an email essentially telling me how stupid i am, and how they have ''offered me more hours but i can never work them". (direct quote from the email)
BULL SHIT!!!
I have taken almost ALL of the hours that they tell me i can work!!!
The only time i dont take the hours they've offered is when i have to watch my sis's kids, or if i already have something planned. which isnt very often.
She also said that i'm demanding a pay increase from them, when i've worked less than 3 months for them. Which is total BS. Again!
I told her i want a Different, Full Time job, where i can get a better pay and benefits.
UGH!!
I seriously hate that place, and the people that work there.
I am so glad i only have another week and a half of that place.
And BTW
When i called to find out what hours i was working this week, Jerrie only said Tuesday (yesterday), and when i got to work, she had scheduled another guy to work.
So if she thinks that i'm refusing hours, that is total and complete Bullshit!

wanting to start life

Here i am again.
Typing up 'life' on the internet. But what else do i have to do.
I left farmers to go to work only to find out they told another guy to work the shift...and this is the second time my manager has done this.
All i can say is, thank god this is my last 2 weeks working there!!!
Yup, i gave my 2 week notice yesterday.
They dont want me to go, because as Sally (owner of the kennel), told me, i'm the best kennel assistant that they've had in a long long time. I know how to handle the dogs, i dont complain, i finish my work (well, up til saturday.......long story).
but i need more money.
Hopefully this job i applyed for and interviewed for today will work out. They are a brand new place. Still under construction. Its called: Over The Top Shop.
Its a frozen yogurt shop.
Its kinda like pinkberry (if you've seen the commercial or heard of it).
So yeah.
I really want to move out of my parents house as soon as i turn 18, but many things are preventing that.
It really frustrates me. But i know that i cant rush into things.
Especially since Hernan and i will be moving in together.
But all i know is: I want to be out of my parents house by April of 2009, and NO LATER!
Basically i need to find a full time job (in the process), hold that job for a long while, save up money, find a place to live.
Etc.
So hopefully all will go to plan. But i just have this gut feeling that something is gonna come up that will prevent that.
But like i told hernan a couple days ago.
If it comes to it, i'll move in with my sis over in petaluma.
No rent, all i have to do is help with the kids.
But only time will tell what will happen.