life seems to be turning around for me.

Yeah, life has taken a turn for the better in these last couple of days. Because i am financially unable to go to the SRJC in the fall, i decided to look at 'at home' options instead, because i do not want to not have no further education after i graduate high school. So, as i was searching online, and found this online college called Penn Foster College and Career school. I was looking into being a veterinary techniction, and this college was the best one, where i can actually get my Associates Degree in Science AT HOME through this online college. This college has many accreditations, including accreditations with the Bay Area Veterinary Association (or something like that). The only thing is fully convincing my dad to pay for it, because he has agreed to fully pay for any after high school schooling that i decide to do, but my dad thinks that this is some huge internet scam or something. But i've talked to many people who have taken this exact course with this college, and they all say it is a wonderful and challenging course. But i do have to be patient, because my parents are very cautious about what they spend their money on, especially when tuition per semester is $1200. And i know that isn't much compared to a University or anything like that, but it still is alot of money.

so, here i am...

My boyfriend ......was.....mauling me.....not literally, but figuratively. Now his dad and brother are back at the house....yup yup.

Its Friday!!!

Thank GOD today is friday! I'm so glad that this week is over and done with, mostly.
So anyways....sitting in enterpreneurship class now. about 12 minutes left in class. Worked in our workbooks today....oh so thrilling. I need to check my email...not that anybody emails me anymore....its all newsletters that i get from gardening clubs, and such.
I have this weird bruise on my forehead....i wonder if i hit my forehead on my wall while i was sleeping or something. Cuz it really hurts.
Had to be at school at 8:00 this morning, not at 10:00 like the past 3 days this week. And we have an hour long homeroom today, which REALLY sucks, cuz my homeroom is really boring, and stupid, and did i mention boring?
Its really cute how my boyfriend, Hernan and i comment on eachothers blogs. Well, he hasnt commented on this one yet, but he did on my old one. And i comment on his blog. Its cute. ^_^
Ugh....DeVry University keeps emailing me, and snail-mailing me, and CALLING me....!!!!!
ITS ANNOYING!!!!!!!!

its been a wierd day

So yeah, it has been a really wierd day. i've been out of it all day, just kindof off in my own little world. I think i was around too many people today, and i only really wanted to be around one person in particular....Hernan. We havnt seen eachother since monday, and i really really really really really really miss him. Hopefully i'll get to see him on saturday after i work at the Garden for a few hours....well, more like 5 hours. lol.
So i asked my parents if i could borrow the car just for today, because i found out that my dad fixed it, but of course, they said no. phewie......but hey....you cant get everything you want. Thats life.
Thank GOD tomorrow is Friday, i dont think i could stand another week like this one....i mean, parts of it were really good and fun and such, but overall....in the long run....i didnt feel like myself, which made this whole week seem weird, and surreal.
But hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day. And the weekend will be mostly enjoyable. I can predict that Saturday will be good, but it all depends on Sunday.
So til tomorrow.

so, i started a blog yesterday, and now started this one today....

Yeah, i started a blog yesterday on a different site, and decided to change to this site, cuz my boyfriends blog is one this site, so hey.....why not?! So yeah, right now, i'm sitting in the living room watching American Idol with my parents. Elliot Yamin is singing right now. i cant stand him. His mouth annoys me....it looks like a rounded ice cream cone.
Anyways. I may be able to take the car tomorrow, cuz my dad 'fixed' it. All that was wrong is that my mom didnt put the gas cap to the gas tank on all the way. So yeah. Simple simple.
I really hope i get to take the car tomorrow, cuz that would be AWESOME!!!!!!!
If i do get to use the car tomorrow, i think i'll leave and go see Hernan in the morning for a bit. Cuz he's not having a good week. And plus i really miss him terribly. Plus i owe him a back massage!
So doing my senior project hours today, i delt with all carrots. First i thinned out baby carrots, then i sowed carrot seeds, and then i ate a 'ripe' carrot. Which was very yummy btw.
So yeah, gonna go to my room, and call my Love, who should be taking his break soon.
So til tomorrow!

why am i always sitting in class....or was.

But at least its a different class this time. I’m in computer graphics now. Class is gonna be out in like….4 or 5 minutes….so that means that lunch is left. I’m gonna be leaving at lunch, to go hang out with my sister and the kids. Also gonna find out what happened in Aaron’s meeting yesterday with Michelle (Aaron’s Ex wife), Victoria (his daughter from that marriage), and the psychiatrist. He said he was gonna tell his daughter off because she doesnt want to see her dad very much anymore, (btw, Victoria is only 8 y/o)….so yeah. that’ll be interesting to hear what she has to say about that. Well, the bell is gonna ring in a minute, so i’ll chat later.

i was sitting in class

so here i am, sitting in entrepreneurship class. i’m really bored. we have to work in our workbooks. but obviously, i’m procrastinating on that. Went out to breakfast with all the girls this morning at Black Bear Diner. It was fun. Pretty good food too. I had a yummy chorizo scramble, which i put a whole bunch of hot sauce on and wrapped up in a tortilla, so it was kindof like a breakfast burrito, except better. So later today i am going over to my sisters house, to see the kids, and hang out. Then after that i have to go to the Sonoma Garden Park and work for a couple hours. Lovely Senior Project hours. oh fun. hopefully i’ll do something more thrilling than pulling weeds, or cleaning and organizing the barn. So til later!!!!

Yesterday Really sucks.....

So, wow, my first ever REAL blog entry. I think i’m actually gonna keep up with this blog. All the other ones i just kindof left out in the cold, to fend for themselves. Hmmm…..good metaphor. So yeah. Today started out as a good day, but then gradually declined, to the point of freefalling into disaster. Went to the Barking Dog this morning and got coffee, and did my homework. Then Christine came and joined me in the whole coffee and homework shpeil. Then we went to school at 9:50 in the morning-ish, cuz of STAR testing seniors dont have to be at school til 10:00. WOOT! 1st period went by fast, but it was lame and boring. Did a booktalk, and turned in some late assignments. Then we had lunch, and i got this form i needed for senior project boards, filled it out. Then we had 3rd period, and i worked on english homework stuff. Well, actually a ‘cheat sheet’ for my english test this thursday. Of which i’m still not completely done with. Then we went straight to 5th period, which for me is concert band, and suprise! McElroy hired this guy from the (REALLY LAME) hometown band to do sectionals with us and such, and the trumpets were first in line….This guy treated us like 5th graders. I seriously wanted to shoot him. So then, after that horrendous class, i had Jazz Band, which is my favorite class, other than the fact that it is after school. Plus McElroy had us play like, 13 songs in a row….it was torture to say the least, cuz my lips were dead from the last class. So yeah…..after that, my mom picked me up, and we went to SDC to go see my Senior Project Mentor, and as we got there, she was leaving, even tho i told her i would be there at that time, and i was. So she was all: “oh, i’ll have to mail this form to you, cuz i have to leave….even though we made these plans a week ago.”….so THAT was very frustrating. Then on the way home my mom was on my case again about how she and my dad are upset that i want to go to the SRJC in the fall, and how i am selfish for doing so, instead of Napa Valley College. So i’ve come up with a solution: i wont go to any college or JC at all. I’ll just go straight into working, because then i can save up money, and my parents will be happy with me. After all, its not about what you want, or what will make you happy in life, its what will make everyone else around you happy, right? At least thats what my parents tell me.